I will turn 30 on Nov. 22. I am not too sure if I am ready for this. I remember being a kid thinking 30 was OLD...like kicking at a grave old. I never thought I would make it to 30...hell I almost didn't. My biological father died at 24. I remember secretly fearing that age. I almost died at 28, and I was amazed to reach 29.
I never had real birthday parties growing up. SO as an adult, birthdays were never a big deal. I know people that celebrate all week long, and I don't get it. I am happy I will make it to 30, but not enough to party all week.
This will be the first year Kris is in my life that I am not worried about dope. Now that I am excited about.
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