Tuesday, March 19, 2013

New experiences

I have been depressed and my anxiety is out of control.  I am battling everyday to not use. I have heard about the wonderful power of ibogaine. I decided to try it. Help my issues and stop the urges, hell yeah. I needed to do something. I took 5 rootbark capsules, and after a weird night, I feel great for the first time in a year.

I found out rb is not something you do to get fucked up.  It's not Dmt or acid. It's subtle but intense and can be quite a mindfuck. When you come down, you are drained. Then you can sleep and when you wake up, it's like a brand new world.

The only bad thing is it causes ataxia and already having it, I had a nightmare of a time walking.  I want to learn as much as I can about it.