Over the past few years, I hated the holidays. I am a parent, I shouldn't dread them like I did. Every addict knows ANY money goes to their addiction....I felt guilty. I felt like a huge piece of shit. I knew better, but no matter what I couldn't stop.
This years, even though I am on disability, I managed to afford bunk beds for them. I know it's not toys like they want, but it is something they needed. I didn't have to ask my ex (their father) to help pay for it...I DID IT! Right now Kris is setting it up and I am giving it to them early.
I am excited!
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